MerrekPrism

Lips and bodies pressed tight,
Heart to heart are we.
My soul has found you,
We are complete.

You are my hope and desire,
And all I am is your.
My love to you,
You are my only.

Your scent is all around.
I try to escape but it fills me.

I want your arms around me,
I want you lips on mine.

I want to become one,
I want your scent on me.

Tears stain my pillow as I hear you move,
A wall is all that physically separates us.

But reality is so much crueler,
I have the feelings but you don't.

I feel lost in this tide of desire,
It feels like drowning everyday.

I will find the sun,
But to do that I lose you.

The stars shine over us.
Our bodies entertwine.
Wrapped in eachothers arms,
We find enternal bliss.

On my lips you lay a kiss,
And on you heart I lay mine.
We show our love in subtle ways,
And our hearts are always together.

This seems to be the only safe place to write and vent, because no body but me reads this. I want him but I don't want to endanger my living situation or my friendship. I know I know, some say that friends make the best lovers but in our case there is alot of things that stand in the way. There are things about him that are pretty much off limits to talk about because I hate to make him sad and some of those subjects either piss him off or make him sad which have the same effect. He and I don't share the same faith and thats a big thing in my life so its also a big road block. And as I've mentioned another is my living situation. No the big problem is I could actually get over alot of those problems, but the biggest one is that I don't think he feels the same way so it wouldn't matter anyways. Thank you for letting me have my vent moment, have a good day/night.